Blocked

I’m blocked, and I dislike it,

I loathe myself for this,

Blocked,

Just in that,

I feel stuck in my head,

I feel as if I can still write,

And whatever comes out,

If it is honest,

Should still be.

An opening,

For this blockage,

So I write about this,

Internal,

Kerfuffle I feel,

In an honest way,

And,

Hope,

To at least,

Learn to accept these,

Thoughts of,

Guilt,

Shame,

Doubt,

And feelings,

Of,

Mistrust,

How can I not be,

I feel that I’ve been

Rather,

Imprudent,

In my life,

Maybe,

Childish,

But I love this,

I’m,

A kid forever,

But perhaps,

My journey now,

This,

Chapter of my story,

Is an exploration,

Of my greater potential,

For,

Adulting,

Or something like this,

Well,

Perhaps adulting is not the case,

But,

Revealing to myself,

Through,

Tangible,

Demonstration,

That I can remain a child within,

And still take on,

Quote on Quote,

Adult responsibilities,

Always being me,

And sometimes,

I question this me,

And wish to disguise it with,

A costume,

Many costumes,

But I’m learning that perhaps these costumes,

Are,

Still me,

But,

A part of the process,

The unfolding,

Towards the deepest me,

Always going deeper,

Always being me-er,

Always feeling freer.

Seer of the future,

It’s splendid,

Marvelous,

All that is required for myself,

And everyone,

Is to be,

Curious,

About more than you know,

For there is much,

Much,

Much,

Which we don’t know,

And even that which we do know,

Are merely concepts,

Precepts,

Con-artists,

With precious information,

Swindling us,

Into believing,

What we do not really know,

But I know,

In my mind’s eye,

I see magic,

Like the Egyptian hieroglyphics,

Secrets contained,

I can no longer contain myself,

Something,

Must emerge,

In order to,

Feel,

Guided,

For it is this,

Subtle,

Side of you,

That you’ve perhaps neglected,

Which needs to be summoned,

And which is most receptive,

To the energies of the universe,

Which wishes for you to evolve,

And become,

The greatest you.

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