Everything that we do is an expression of who we are
Express yourself fully god damnit !
What use is there for you, your miniscule life
It’s wonderous and beautiful,
How we ended up here,
Why we continue to live
Despite the insisting truth
That we are basically
Microbes in this grand universe
But isn’t there something magical about this as well
That we’ve emerged here
Here
Here
Here
Why are we here, if not to be a full embodiment of who we are!
This is something I struggle with deeply,
For this implies vulnerability
And an audacious or rather courageous
Unrelenting expression of the life that we are.
Being vulnerable is petrifying
Simply, it makes one feel like a child again
But isn’t this the time where we found the most joy in life?
We lived,
lived
lived
Existential questions did not plague our minds,
For, somewhere deep inside, although we did not think about this so much,
We knew that life was special as it is
Recall, the feeling of childhood
What did it feel like?
Sometimes I don’t remember at all
And this frightens me
But perhaps, rediscovering this, is something entirely new in adulthood
A revolutionary revelation!
Perhaps I’ve overextended my stay here in this poem
As I drift and drift
It feel like an abyss is forming,
But dive into it,
It’s almost as if everything we do is perfect
Not perfect, in that it is faultless,
What is perfection even?
It’s more like, whatever we do, is whatever we do
We are just who we are
Do not belittle yourself
Do not embellish yourself to be of egoic grander
Be who you are, and this is perfect
Mistakes will happen,
Do not imprison yourself to hellish overthinking about such things
Be responsible for your life experience,
And realize it is ephemeral, yet
It’s magnificent like an emerald
And it can be brightened with the right intention!