What’s the deal.!?

I’m writing this before going to work,

Time crunch,

Perhaps this is when I write at my best,

Or I like to think so at least,

So I can justify,

My last minute tendencies,

But anyways,

Today,

Is the day,

Nothing special,

But everything,

Is sacred,

As it is,

To be respected,

Your divine intelligence,

Operates in hopes of,

Being fruitful for you,

So much I do not know,

And I question,

Should I,

Try to control,

My,

Trajectory,

Or,

Can I trust life,

In her lap,

And feel,

As if I’m being,

Directed to the rightful,

Place for me and my soul,

To my soul’s home,

To me,

Me,

Is it all about me,

Or should I not be so,

Self-obsessed,

How to balance,

Self-care,

Without crossing the line,

Too conceitedness,

Or selfishness,

I still don’t know,

But I trust that one day,

I will find,

The equanimity,

The equilibrium,

Of mind,

Body,

Spirit,

And I shall be inclined towards,

The love which consumes all,

I learned something interest today,

Apparently,

In the Chinese language,

Which,

I’m particularly fond of,

Due to it’s correspondence,

To insightful philosophies,

Such as Taosim,

It is said,

That in the Chinese grammar,

Love can only be present,

Where as in the English language,

One can Love, Have Loved, and Anticipate Lovingness,

Love is within,

The dimension of time and space,

But in Chinese,

Which seems to be more rooted,

In the beauty of the present,

Love can only be in the present,

From the book itself,

“Love in Chinese means a being, a situation, a circumstance.

Love is existence, holding past and future”,

It is from that which all stems from,

Quite like the present moment,

Synonymous to one another,

I am inclined to say,

And,

Shall I be inclined,

To live in this place forever,

Or will I be,

Captured by my egoism,

Let us discover,

The depths of my devotion,

To the Unknown.